For my friend: Marion
OLIVE OIL
Marion thank you sweetie! I send my live to you and pray for you. I know through our IC family we will help each other. One way or anither we will find someone who helps you and we will raise the money to get you where the doctor is. I feel your pain. Please find the inner parts of your body that work and use olive in a warm bath to massage the areas and tell those parts how much you live what good they do for you. Rub your chest with olive oil on your hands in a hot bath, telling your heart how grateful you are for it beating each day. How grateful you are for the people like your IC family who live you. Do this for all your organs. I do mine at night by candle light no lights on with soft music playing. I even rub the organs that hurt and tell them i need them. I cry good tears, focusing on joy and healing in my mind. Sometimes i just sob like a baby. Christ used oil to heal, oil from the olive tree. We are not Jesus, but i think he was teaching us to use the oil, our hands, and love to heal. I knoe it sounds weird, but it has brought me so MUCH NEEDED COMFORT. It takes time for tour body to heal. I believe i have lived my bladder into healing, where western medacine cant go. I am dealing with the terrible pudendal nerve pain caused by IC pain. I have faith this will soon be a thing of the past. I love you Marion, begin tonight in a warm bath, NO SOAP, just olive oil. I scent mine with a muscle pure oil i got from my cranial therapist-she too has done amazing things to heal and teaches me so much about loving me. It was so ver hard in the beginning to not focus in the pain... But ive been doing this for more than a month EVERYNIGHT! I take my time to live me like i loved myself when i was a little girl. Ive hated myself for so long. No more! I still take my 3 minute shower in the am to clean my hair and use gentle soap to clean the iutside if me. I think our life has taught us ti quickly shower and run thr0ugh our day.
We dont take time for lovin, realling LOVING ME from the inside.
It takes time.
I hope you find some healing.
Keep your faith strong. I love you!
Sent from my iPhone oh yeah!
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