Huggles & Kissels

Huggles & Kissels
Adding Humor to the Flare's of IC: Welcome to My IC Home

I'm VERY short, and I feel like a child..................... and just want IC Pain to go away!

I hope to share my story insights with other's who have this disease.... the good and the bad... and to be accepted for doing so, and to accept graciously if you choose to share! I hope anyone visiting will COMMENT... and leave your story & insights: Sharing makes us feel so not alone! Huggles and Kissels to all who will
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Sunday, March 14, 2010

After Dr. Sharp

Note to A Friend
This is a face book post i sent to a fb friend after my appt with dr sharp

You are so sweet!!! I've written a lot on the thread. I know your warm love and thoughts have helped me through one of the hardest week's of my life. I am really working on getting out over this FLARE.

The Womens Pelvic Pain specialist touched me INSIDE on NERVES that did NOT want to be touched. I was in the worst pain, sobbing on the ex table as he talked to my hubby about trippling my neuronten and adding anti-depressent. He said i was depressed!!! I am NOT DEPRESSED i am in pain!!!

Why do doctors think pain is in our head???? He touched the nerves, dx me with Pudendal Nerve Entrapment. He saw my pain he read the 13 page paoerwork i filled out about my body and the life i don't have.

He said there was no one in our state who could help my nerve pain, referring me to docs in AZ, NY, or France!!! I can't sit in a car right now, how can i fly, ride in a taxi, sit in more waiting rooms, fill out more doctor forms, stay in hotels, and have the $ to do all this, along with who knows how many follow up trips?

Hubby asked about something for pain, doc just said matter of factly, "We don't like to give pain meds as they are addictive.". I could have jumped off that table and bit his nose off if i weren't naked. I was furious! FURIOUS!! I've never felt like that before! He is the one who is making me feel so hopelesd today!HOPELESS is not what a good doc does for his patient. I wish i had slapped him, i'd be the big bad patient, but maybe he would be more compassionate the next time. He did not touch my hand, shoulder, or even say he was sorry for hurting me as i lay sobbing under the cloth on the exam table

The terrible thing is he came highly recommended by all the medical people i have seen over the past year. I had to wait almost a month to get an appt.
Why is it that drug addicts can get pain meds but the people who are REALLY in PAIN can not?My URO has prescribed pain meds in low low doses, and i take one when i get so bad i can't breathe. Like i'd get addicted to them because i like the "rush!" What rush, all i feel is 70% pain relief, for which i am so grateful!!!! . Who do they market these medications to, themselves? It really makes me wonder.
i am sorry for going on and on here! I guess i was just typing like i was talking to my journal or diary when i was 16 yrs old! LOL

How are you doing? I am a great listener with a big compassionate heart!!! Although the journaling above might put me in a psycho unit! I reallllllllllly am a patient, kind and giving person. If you ever feel like venting... Vent away!!!! Hugs!THANKS FOR getting to this part of the post if you had the patience to make it hereLOL X 10000000

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